BFP!!!! :):):)

BFP!!!! I got my BFP!!!!! BIG. FAT. POSITIVE!!!

It has been a week since that amazing day.

We went to Lubbock on the 15^th and they did the Beta test. They said it would be 3 hours until we would get a call back. 3 hours. No biggie! (insert sarcastic remark)

I was a nervous freaking wreck. I had left work early the day before because I couldn’t concentrate & my nerves were getting the best of me.

This was it. This was what we had been waiting for. The big reveal. Joy or Depression…

We kept ourselves as busy as possible going around Lubbock, waiting for the phone call. We went to eat, shopped around, and then impatiently waited in the Hobby Lobby parking lot because my husband refused to find out the news while surrounded by strangers.

It was everything I ever imagined. Once the nurse said I was pregnant, tears filled my eyes and every ounce of me relaxed for the first time in 3 years!!!  My amazing husband videoed the reaction & I couldn’t be more thrilled for this special memory! Every time I watch it I bawl like a baby!

GOD IS GOOD YALL!!!! Nothing in the past mattered anymore. All the negative pregnancy tests, all of the heartache, all of the miles driven, over 70 shots, all of the tears, none of it mattered anymore. It was ALL worth it!!!

We immediately went to Babies R Us & just walked around, hand in hand. More like floated… Such an amazing experience!

I am now at my 5 week mark, which is SO early. I am still nervous that something could go wrong, but this is such a huge milestone! We now know that I can get pregnant!

The next few weeks we will be praying hard that this baby *or babies* continues to grow & stays healthy.

I know this post is short, but my mind is completely blank now. It’s like my whole infertility struggle has been erased & now I am just giddy, relaxed, & excited! I am also tired AF!!! YAY for first trimester!